HAHAHAHA OMG doing this because I don't wanna do work
TEN ARE YOUS
- Are you single?: mmhmm
- Are you happy?: at the moment, okay.
- Are you bored?: nah just procrastinating
- Are you fair?: like fair-skinned? Sadly.
- Are you Italian: I WISH
- Are you intelligent?: lol no.
- Are you honest?: hm yeah
- Are you nice?: mostly. I'm fair.
- Are you Irish?: I WISH
- Are you Asian?: meh yeah.
TEN FACTS
- Full Name: nyeah
- Nicknames: @vhickles on twitter!
- Birth place: Singapore.
- Hair colour: Black but I'd rather it be green
- Natural Hair Style: Wavy. It's currently Gaga-esque so I'll let it grow out
- Birthday: 1 August WISH ME
- Age: 18
- Mood: hate school but okay I'll do history after this. Or check twitter
- Favourite colour: depends on mood but you can't go wrong with a bright green
- One place you'd like to visit: anywhere I can go.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
- Have you ever been in love?: oh yes
- Do you believe in love at first sight?: uh no.
- Do you currently have a crush?: nyeah
- Have you ever broken anyone's heart?: my mom's? but if they don't tell me I won't know.
- Have you ever been hurt emotionally?: psht of course but that's rare
- Have you ever had your heart broken?: OMGYES
- Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling them? : I'm not afraid of telling (:
- Are you afraid of commitment? : Only to people.
- Who was the last person you hugged?: can't remember but it was definitely comfortable
- Who was the last person you said I Love You to?: can't remember either these things are for free
TEN THIS OR THATS
- Love or lust?: money
- Hard liquor or beer?: pimms, cider and rum
- Cats or dogs?: big dogs (:
- A few best friends or any regular friends?: BEST FRIENDDDDDZZZZ
- Creamy or crunchy?: I eat everything
- Pen or pencil?: Erasable Pen :D
- Wild night out or romantic night in?: WILD NIGHT OUT!!!! WHOO~!!!!
- IM or phone?: Phone.
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
- Been caught sneaking out?: Good girls don't get caught, sweetie.
- Seen a polar bear?: Yeah and we had a connection!
- Done something you regret?: hell yeah.
- Bungee jumped?: afraid of falling but one day I shall
- Eaten food that fell on the floor?: 5-second rule 5-second rule!!!
- Finished an entire jaw breaker?: never had one
- Been caught naked?: hehehehehe :x
- Wanted an ex bf/gf back?: he was just a friend but I WANT HIM BACK IN MY LIFE
- Cried because you lost a pet?: YEAH )':
- Wanted to disappear?: definitely.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
- Smile or eyes?: BOTH!
- Light or dark hair?: dark.
- Hugs or kisses?: both!
- Shorter or taller?: Taller! Hell Taller!
- Intelligence or attraction?: BOTH or no way.
- Topman or Zara?: As long as he doesn't dress bad I don't care where his clothes are from
- Funny or serious?: AWESOME.
- Older or Younger?: HAHAHA older
- Outgoing or quiet?: stupid question
- Sweet or Bad?: AWESOME.
TEN HAVE YOUS
- Ever performed in front of a large crowd?: yup
- Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour?: DUH~
- Ever tried walking on your hands?: Yes, but failed. Miserably.
- Ever been to a rock concert? yup!
- Ever been on a cheerleading team? Yup! But I want to be on a gym cheerleading team.
- Ever been on a dance team?: Yup. *sigh*
- Ever been on a sports team?: hahahaha yes.
- Ever been in a drama play/production?: OF COURSE
- Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?: give me a limo
- Ever been in a rap video?: wish.
TEN LASTS
- Last phone call you made?: to my dad
- Last person you hugged?: can't remember!
- Last person you hung out with?: Mario! x
- Last time you worked?: homework? will do it soon
- Last person you talked to?: Sister, she's the weiner.
- Last person you IM'd to?: sister. we were on skype
- Last person you texted?: DAWN~~
- Last person(s) you went to the movies with?: family I think
- Last person/thing you missed: a lot, just come back
- Last website visited?: therainbowacademy.tumblr.com
I love answering questions okay will do work now
TEN ARE YOUS
- Are you single?: mmhmm
- Are you happy?: at the moment, okay.
- Are you bored?: nah just procrastinating
- Are you fair?: like fair-skinned? Sadly.
- Are you Italian: I WISH
- Are you intelligent?: lol no.
- Are you honest?: hm yeah
- Are you nice?: mostly. I'm fair.
- Are you Irish?: I WISH
- Are you Asian?: meh yeah.
TEN FACTS
- Full Name: nyeah
- Nicknames: @vhickles on twitter!
- Birth place: Singapore.
- Hair colour: Black but I'd rather it be green
- Natural Hair Style: Wavy. It's currently Gaga-esque so I'll let it grow out
- Birthday: 1 August WISH ME
- Age: 18
- Mood: hate school but okay I'll do history after this. Or check twitter
- Favourite colour: depends on mood but you can't go wrong with a bright green
- One place you'd like to visit: anywhere I can go.
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
- Have you ever been in love?: oh yes
- Do you believe in love at first sight?: uh no.
- Do you currently have a crush?: nyeah
- Have you ever broken anyone's heart?: my mom's? but if they don't tell me I won't know.
- Have you ever been hurt emotionally?: psht of course but that's rare
- Have you ever had your heart broken?: OMGYES
- Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling them? : I'm not afraid of telling (:
- Are you afraid of commitment? : Only to people.
- Who was the last person you hugged?: can't remember but it was definitely comfortable
- Who was the last person you said I Love You to?: can't remember either these things are for free
TEN THIS OR THATS
- Love or lust?: money
- Hard liquor or beer?: pimms, cider and rum
- Cats or dogs?: big dogs (:
- A few best friends or any regular friends?: BEST FRIENDDDDDZZZZ
- Creamy or crunchy?: I eat everything
- Pen or pencil?: Erasable Pen :D
- Wild night out or romantic night in?: WILD NIGHT OUT!!!! WHOO~!!!!
- IM or phone?: Phone.
TEN HAVE YOU EVERS
- Been caught sneaking out?: Good girls don't get caught, sweetie.
- Seen a polar bear?: Yeah and we had a connection!
- Done something you regret?: hell yeah.
- Bungee jumped?: afraid of falling but one day I shall
- Eaten food that fell on the floor?: 5-second rule 5-second rule!!!
- Finished an entire jaw breaker?: never had one
- Been caught naked?: hehehehehe :x
- Wanted an ex bf/gf back?: he was just a friend but I WANT HIM BACK IN MY LIFE
- Cried because you lost a pet?: YEAH )':
- Wanted to disappear?: definitely.
TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER
- Smile or eyes?: BOTH!
- Light or dark hair?: dark.
- Hugs or kisses?: both!
- Shorter or taller?: Taller! Hell Taller!
- Intelligence or attraction?: BOTH or no way.
- Topman or Zara?: As long as he doesn't dress bad I don't care where his clothes are from
- Funny or serious?: AWESOME.
- Older or Younger?: HAHAHA older
- Outgoing or quiet?: stupid question
- Sweet or Bad?: AWESOME.
TEN HAVE YOUS
- Ever performed in front of a large crowd?: yup
- Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour?: DUH~
- Ever tried walking on your hands?: Yes, but failed. Miserably.
- Ever been to a rock concert? yup!
- Ever been on a cheerleading team? Yup! But I want to be on a gym cheerleading team.
- Ever been on a dance team?: Yup. *sigh*
- Ever been on a sports team?: hahahaha yes.
- Ever been in a drama play/production?: OF COURSE
- Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?: give me a limo
- Ever been in a rap video?: wish.
TEN LASTS
- Last phone call you made?: to my dad
- Last person you hugged?: can't remember!
- Last person you hung out with?: Mario! x
- Last time you worked?: homework? will do it soon
- Last person you talked to?: Sister, she's the weiner.
- Last person you IM'd to?: sister. we were on skype
- Last person you texted?: DAWN~~
- Last person(s) you went to the movies with?: family I think
- Last person/thing you missed: a lot, just come back
- Last website visited?: therainbowacademy.tumblr.com
I love answering questions okay will do work now
xoxo, ME<3
new beginnings for everyone while I stay the same.
xoxo, ME<3
goddamnit it's 4.30 in the morning and I've been working the whole night only to realise that what I did was worthless so I deleted the whole chunk and am stuck with what I started with, but 4.5 hours later. What the hell I'm so fricking mad right now do people who work hard never get rewarded in this shit world?! I mean if this was a screwed up birthday card or something I wouldn't be the least ticked off, but hell this is my diploma grade and I'm being judged not just by the teachers but by people who hate me and want me dead and the last thing I want is to cement their reasons for feeling that way about me, and I've got other work to do and my time is running out. I truly think I've really been spending more time doing work than I should resting on a holiday I worked hard and deserved, and I'm sick of the entire world having a better life than me. Obviously I'm exaggerating here but I'm really so filled with rage so big that it can't seep through my pores and be expressed as healthy anger.
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xoxo, ME<3
I'm only posting here because twitter only accepts 140 characters and there are people who judge a lot, and I'm not in the mood to be judged today.
Something tells me that the compliments were fake but I'm just gonna brush it aside and pretend they were judges' comments from ANTM. Ah, feels much better now.
Whatever only losers blog nowadays.
Loserific me.
okay enough of that
I'm only posting here because for a very stupid reason.
I didn't bring my script back and can't do my essay now
and I was mentally preparing to finish it
I AM SO MAD!
Oh and also my ass is ridiculously huge. Bye.
Something tells me that the compliments were fake but I'm just gonna brush it aside and pretend they were judges' comments from ANTM. Ah, feels much better now.
Whatever only losers blog nowadays.
Loserific me.
okay enough of that
I'm only posting here because for a very stupid reason.
I didn't bring my script back and can't do my essay now
and I was mentally preparing to finish it
I AM SO MAD!
Oh and also my ass is ridiculously huge. Bye.
xoxo, ME<3
just spent an hour reading the archives of this blog and
WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING BACK THEN??!
WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING BACK THEN??!
xoxo, ME<3
xoxo, ME<3
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| if you don't get what I mean, there's no way for me to explain |
xoxo, ME<3
xoxo, ME<3
xoxo, ME<3
Who still uses blogger nowadays? This is crazy.
I hate studying and I've been wasting my time so far, but fuck not doing anything won't improve my situation so I'm just gonna get some work done now. I'm just destined to be a huge loser for the rest of my life.
xoxo, ME<3
There hasn't been a single thing my parents have said for the past few years that hasn't made me want to:
- run away from home- kill myself
- hate myself even more
- stab them
- vow never to take care of them when I grow up
WHY KEEP ME BREATHING IF YOU AREN'T FUCKING PROUD OF ANYTHING I DO
I'M JUST WASTING YOUR MONEY AND YOUR TIME AND YOUR LIFE AWAY
And any shitbag who has the cheek to ask me why my posts are so emo,
go kill yourself please, you're not worth my time.
xoxo, ME<3
No one's words can make me hate being me as much as my parents' can.
I don't know what you fucking want from me. I don't even know why I'm living for you.
I can't wait to graduate and leave this damned country away from everyone.
If I were male, I'd totally embrace National Service.
Come on, you're in a complete male environment, no women.
No one to stop you from cursing like a pirate or behaving like a total dick, or saying really lewd and distasteful, overly sexual comments.
You could describe to your buddies anything and there wouldn't be a woman there saying "hey, watch your tongue" or "eew that's so gross"
Everything you say is going to be immediately embraced.
And come on, it's not like we're going straight to war after your enlistment, so you're pretty much being paid by the government to hang out in a totally testosterone-filled environment and work out every single day.
You're gonna leave the camp smokin' hot and fit and I'm pretty sure there are a bunch of girls who can't resist a man in uniform.
Not to mention that everyone's gonna call you the nation's son or something like that.
Just for wearing green, frolicking in the jungle and making those abs rock hard.
Think about it.
I don't know how obvious I have to be for people to know that I hate it when they say I'm not fat.
Any bastard who says that to my face should drown in a river.
And as much as I try to think otherwise, anyone who dares say that I'm not fat or ugly isn't important in my life.
Really, who's gonna thank you for lying? You're nothing.
And to see it from a Nazi point of view, males should fight and girls should breed.
So going by that dictation, a girls' form of National Service would be to learn how to eat right and cook right, dress to cover up (Nazi ideology here) and do yoga. That sort of thing.
Women would be paid to hang out in an all-girl environment where shaving and makeup wouldn't be necessary because you wouldn't have to impress guys, and let's say we're all in uniform, like a shirt and track pants (since we have to do yoga).
Track pants flatter any kind of butt and leg shape, admit it.
And don't deny that good nutrition and yoga won't give us the svelte body we want.
National Service is a very win-win thing.
No one pays me to see this; I truly truly believe it.
If I were a guy I'd totally embrace National Service, so don't be worried men, everything's going to be worth it
:)
It sucks that no one sees how hard I try because I fail all the time.
Doesn't mean I fail means I didn't fucking try.
By the way it's less than a 109 days to Christmas :)
xoxo, ME<3
